oh man, its september and finallyyy im almost done recoding this site. i wanna say i started recoding in january but it literally took me until now to finish haha its cuz i was so inconsistent. im somewhat more satisfied w this version than my last one, def a big improvemnet although perhaps not perfect. im in a very sad hard era of my life like some real crazy ass shit has been happening recently and life is just beating my ass bad. im so worried and stressed and i just hope im ok. i was moving more disciplined this summer but idk not happy with how this year has turned out at all and its really cuz of my enviroment. idk why some people are just dark clouds and make already bad situations worse
09/18/26
09/17/26
when you watch a movie so good it reminds you life matters cuz art is beautiful
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what do sober people do for fun
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rewatched breaking bad and now rewatched better call saul, genuinely peak
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how do i let go of all this resentment in my heart
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the most beautiful art often comes from immense suffering
04/20/26
this is the first 4/20 i havent celebrated in yearss
12/28/25
cannot believe it's about to be 2026. so crazy.